Just when my financial situation has got a little better - atleast I don't have to worry about not having enough money to tide me over every week. This have to happen.
Thanks for making my life worser.

& Holidays' coming; another big problem.
Really, what do everyone want from me? Want to see me dead, seriously I don't mind dieing young. Please, I hope any car can just bang me hard so atleast I won't be conscious before I die. I can die before thinking of whatever regrets I have. '
Holiday holiday, to hell with holidays. I wish I can tape my mother's mouth. She can simply self-declare my holiday dates herself, she claims my holiday started on Wednesday, why did i still go to school today? (?!?!?) & What's the problem man, I've alr told her im working this dam weekend and she agreed herself. Then next, she blamed me for working and making them unable to go for a holiday. And scolding me for working, .. ugh. Screw everything.

What's the point of holiday? Im in no mood for any holiday. They like holiday so much, go themselves lah! This point of time to me is hell, and futhermore there's so much projects coming up. I'd rather stay at home. but i'm almost giving up on studying, it seems pointless. everything's pointless.

Ugh,
Im really tired.
very tired.
我好累，谁能借我个肩膀靠一靠