如果
不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹



Of course there's a reason for loving this song,
and wanting to hear it with a particular voice.
the last time i hear it, I listened hard, my emotions were messed up.
to smile or cry?
!, i miss someone.

Dyknow the feeling of being real tired when thoughts cant stop running in your mind. Especially midnight, and when you try to stop thinking. Questions can't stop poping up in your head. Will it please stop :( Yes yes yes i did try to figure them all in my mind. Myself.. friends.. school, whatever. I've figured that people you care most about in life are always taken away too soon and the least important ones just never go away.

(Backspacebackspace, copy and delete. deleted one whole paragraph which I find that noone will understand)

Friends? Just the change of environment, everything in your life will start to change. Humans changes, yes undeniable. We can say, changing is constant. Whats not changing? However sometimes the way people changes really disgusts me.
And then so much for trying to make friends stay together. Futile.

I really can't stand how people can be so bitch and thoughtless when it comes to heart matters. Seriously, love hurts. In the relationshop, there's always a person who would be hurt whereas the others are ignorant of it or even pretend to be. And there's no right or wrong. Ya you can say, i'm just following my heart. But wtf? Spare a thought for the other party, is it fair to her!
Boo to a pufferfish, how can this kind of person even exist.

School is so gna start soon. I can't imagine the life which will be so different from seconday school yet. I'm a lil excited for the upcoming orientation, I hope there will be great friends. And cant wait to act on sister's plan - our family network in school. Yijun and I are sisters okay, Baoling our cousin. Wow! Will people get tricked? :P

Before school start, i bet there's gonna be plenty of mahjonging session again with Evelyn mama and Victoria partner and Eug brother :) Its so super fun-filled, laughters-filled playing with em ahhaah!

Warning! Everything below might only be understood if you play mahjong.

#1
Eve: 咬花 is Cat with 猫.
All: 'HAHAHAHA'

#2
Eve: I want 老虎.
Eug: You mean Cat? HAHAH

#3
Vic: SUI AH! 胡了! -open tiles and arrange-
All: *Stares at tiles and figure how many TAI.* How you win ah?
All: HAHAHA! JI HU SIA!
Vic: OPS!
Hehee, now Vic never stop getting made fun by us. 'SUI AH!'

I don't want to stop tricking them too. I must find many more ways to do so jeez! :P
So fun!

#1.
Me: 我咬花！
*Eug looks at my tile and smile*
Vic: How much? -open up money box-
Eve: Nabei, 又咬! -open up money box-
Eug and I: HAHAHAHA!!!! STUPID SIA!
Me: TIO TRICKED BY ME HAHAHA!
Vic & Eve: *looks at my tile and sian diao*
cos i cheat em, i had a mouse and caterpillar, cant 咬 :P

#2
I try to cheat them again Tsk!
Me: 咬花! -Smiles-
Eug: Wlau same trick.
Vic(clever liao): *Looks at tile then at me and we both kept smiling.*
Eve: Nabei, how much? -open up money box and grumbles no money alr la-
All: HAHAHAHAHA!!! We laughed till we drop. I even grab onto my tummy, cannot tahan HAHAH!

Can you guess how long we play? From 12am - 1.30pm. 13.5 hours mansxz! We're the mahjong siaos can! And there's aplenty of funny things that make us laughed like madass. Oh, my mum even called me from her room to ask us to quieten down. LOL

And we ate our supper, Mac outside my house. Cos there should be no beef allowed in my house, but Eug ordered doublecheeseburger. So.. we all accompanied him eating outside together, memorable leh. :X Anw Me don't like them 3, cos me was v v v hungry and noone wants to eat with me cos they says they're still full. Boohoo, then Eve never stop saying there's something wrong with me, cos i keep wanting t eat :(

She haven stopped saying that ever since i went her house to eat her dinner lor :(
Heh anyway she's a nice mama. -thumbs up-
She heated up food for me and fry a plate of super delicious scramble egg for me :)

Ok, see, if there's something wrong it should not be with the eating part too. Hungry mah, can't blame me for wanting to eat always. Anyway i'm hungry after a few hours, that's nothing wrong, not as if im hungry after 10min right? :D The something wrong part should be with the gaining part. Like wthell i don't understand why i don't gain weight when i'm a voracious eater now. I want to grow fat please.
NOT AT MY TUMMY THOU, my tummy is already a country named Italy :]

Boo, I'm hungry now :(
I want tauhuey and youtiao

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Tags replies!

Jinwan- I am not getting slimmer NOT :(( & 你真的是很 bitch 有没有. You're stupid like my tagboard, however not seductive. My tagboard thank you for praising it thou!
Amalina- Hello girl :D
Mama- Cannot uh? I'm still growing mah. :P
Joanne- When i can go out then i'll definitely call you out la partner -wink
Eric- Thanks nah uncle. No lor im sure LJS business will prosper geez! :D
Weiting- HAHA yes yes! You can suan my bro if you like to Just don't say i told you that :X
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& LASTLY, mygosh i did keep track of the date but i still forgot in the end :X
Happy Belated 14th Birthday to Jade th good person :D
Study hard and get into the class of your choice next year! Best wishes.
And anw i found a way to catch you cheap, with a POKEBALL.
Haha, crap ;]

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