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title:
date: Thursday, March 5, 2009
time:2:27 AM

It's over, all we had we build we share.
Used to be you said it best when you said nothing at all.
Now it would be best if i dont say anything at all. Kind of.
Your mind hasnt matured over the years, its over the months.
.
just got back home. went out to breathe to rain to seek death.
to look into the starless night, imagining how great will it be if everything remains the same.
you being my glowing star in the night.
had this stupid thought but i stopped right before the incoming car.
sweat like hell, heart pounded madly.
im so stupid, such a idiot, such a fucker.

i've been running away for too long till now i've finally seen the cruelty of life.
how cruel and heartless you can be.
maybe it's because that's life, its me, what my DNA determines me to be.
I dont know...

who knows how much im going through what im gg through
what the f have i done to deserve this treatment
you changed.
yet only towards me.
how much it hurts me you don't even know

how am i gg to keep all memories to the back of my brain.
what we've been through.
everywhere are shadows of you
even when im on my bike, i can vividly rmb someone standing right behind, giving me something.
the laughters the time the destination
sigh.
i hate myself
i hate life
i hate how things are planned
and humans cant go against it
why must it be not right
why cant it be right so there'll be forever
i hate everything
but i'll never say those 3 words ihy which you didnt like from the start.
never, i hope

i've really fallen apart right now............i need you i need drinks to get drunk to forget everything which is going thru my head
:(((((((((

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